• 2009-10-12Soliloquy of Medea

    Just a practice of drama.

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    Shall I believe in a man’s eyes,

    Looking into your face, with torching heat of love,

    Taking your soul away?

    Shall I believe in a man’s mouth,

    Smiling with cunning and affection,

    Speaking forth the words of promises and vows?

    Or shall I believe in a man’s arm,

    With unswerving strength, holding you tight,

    Protecting you from danger?

    No, never shall I!

    The eyes once behold you, now

    Express their admiration to another woman;

    The mouth once spoke to you, now

    Telling its love elsewhere;

    The arms once surrounded you, now

    As hard as a rock, push you

    Far, far away.

    Never shall I be such a fool,

    A slave of love, a blind in delusion!

    Women, what a shame! No fair of immortal

    Could survive the cruelty of time,

    Like dew of morning, and frost of night,

    Beautiful but ephemeral; Nothing is left,

    But oldness, ugliness, wretch and solitary.

    Women, fie upon this! Nothing is

    Belong to you, what though a nobleness

    You were born as; Nothing is rewarded to you,

    What though you devote yourself to your beloved,

    Heart and soul. Bliss is fragile; Only misery is eternal.

    So, sleep, my young beauty, in the wedding dress

    Netted with my jealousy and curse;

    Sleep, my children, say farewell

    To this deceptive world, with love and hatred,

    False or true. I shall not love, since love

    Is so expensive; Nor shall I hate, since I will

    Burn my hatred into ashes on my own hand.